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Saturday, September 03, 2005

Five Days & Counting


Sorry for the long break. I spent a week down in the beautiful South of France. It was good, overall. The landscapes were beautiful, the smells were sweet, the company was good.
I am five days before departure. It's a constant whilrwind of emotions: apprehension, excitement, melancholy, nostalgia, hope, disappointment. It's hard. But also not a big deal. Part of me can't wait to get out of here; a big part of me. But there's that little part of me that still wants to hang on to the security of friendships I have here.
And it's a weird thing, that, because I'm overly sensitive these days. Which explains the wide range of emotions.
Ugh. I wish we humans weren't so... what's the word.... thick headed?

posted by Thais at 2:29 AM

2 Comments:

Blogger Jeanne said...

Heard a song today by jason harwell. It made me think of you

It is the sound of the passing times

The echo of the sad goodbyes

It is the laughter that fades away

Oh, but to my future I look today

See, the time has come now to say goodbye

To saddle up my horse and ride

Into the sunset beyond the hill

From what I’ve known to what I will

It beckons me now to blindly go

To rest my faith in what I know

Not having seen now with my own eyes

But having felt here by my side

My feet may not return to stand on

The soil of my father’s hand

But if I want to know what’s beyond that hill

If I never go I never will

A chance to become what I am

The one til now I have not been

Though I fear these changing times

If I don’t seek I’ll never find

The hills may fall and the sun won’t set

But to fear it all is the worst regret

The gift of life is a promised death

But it’s a life that’s not over yet

This life is not over yet.

Je t'aime! :) Pack bien, et surtout, n'oublies pas ta bouee de sauvetage! Car, n'oublions pas, elle peut sauver une vie, lorsque tu te retrouves dans la savanne de antouanetta! Welcome to Savannah.

Ps. Who, exactly, will tame your wild horses?!

8:38 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

besoin de verifier:)

8:48 PM  

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