Musings.

I am not one to speak up in class very often. But if there's something that really grabs me, then I'll discuss it (often to the death) until I gain some increased understanding. In my Anthropology class about folk beliefs and practices, the questions abound. I speak up way too often, it seems.
This week, I was struggling with the understanding and expression of my own beliefs and practices. I seem to tend towards a more monastic spirituality, I want to stay away from formulas and treating Jesus merely like "my best buddy" or someone I can bargain with. My spirituality is usually more concerned with the philosophical and the mystical than it is with the immediate, than with the efficiency of my prayers. [although I do appreciate that God is involved in the latter too.]
The question for me is how does my spirituality, that is somewhat other-worldly and sort of abstract, connect with cultures where people are concerned with what works right now and with what best answers their immediate needs?

I left class feeling like the most important thing - and this is basic - is to let myself be transformed by Christ. Persevere in the disciplines. Seek His presence all the time and do so with intentionality. Be open to the guiding of the Spirit, whatever that looks like. Let my transformed life be enough of a witness. I can't rely on my own smart anthropological insights to communicate Christ to people - I can only be in touch with the Source and let Him communicate through me...

So help me God to be Your faithful instrument.